This I Believe

Belief is the psychological state in which an individual holds a proposition or premise to be true, as stated from Wikipedia. I believe there is no absolute truth only a high understanding of the truth. If you believe something to be absolutely true than there cannot be anything higher for you and that’s where you will stay. So you could say there is an absolute truth in a person’s currant understanding of what they currently believe, but in doing so I think they are hindering there true potential in what a higher truth can be, potentially slowing a person’s spiritual evolution.
I use to come from a back ground where I had more questions than answers, so many things that I was taught to believe and so I would just except these things like any child would, even though a lot of it was confusing to me. So one day there was a series of events that lead me to begin to look for answers. I began to ask questions that, in my currant belief at the time where thought to be bad to even ask them. Things like, why if someone doesn’t believe in a certain person they will go straight to hell, no questions asked. I began to do my own research into the truth and learned to keep an open mind about things I would come across. I learned to use the key of knowledge which is my own intuition to try and figure out if something had truth in it or not. I learned to do that through listening to my feeling and analyzing them to see what felt good or not. I came across two things that helped me to discern what was bad, these two where fear and manipulation to get control. How does someone want to try and control you? Well by putting fear in you or by trying to manipulate you. You cannot prove what will happen to you when you move on from this life, so someone can than tell you if you don’t believe in a certain idea than you will go to a place of punishment. Well what are they trying to do there? There trying to put fear into you by manipulating you to their belief so they can have control over you. And this is sad because some people don’t even know that they are doing this, there just following a belief that was passed down and taught to them to be true. By having control, they can then make you believe and do anything they want you to, through repetition. And what would they say to you to keep their grip on you? Well, by putting gilt into your heart that you are a bad person and if you don’t do what they say that is in their belief, you will go somewhere you do not want to go when you die. I think that is wrong and I also think if you try and force a belief or anything for that matter onto someone it is wrong. We should have control over our own life because it is our birth right. Newton’s law states: to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. I think this is true even to one’s actions so if they keep on doing something bad and thinking negative thoughts and not trying to change them, then that’s what will manifest in their life. Some currant beliefs try to give you a blank check in a sense by saying: o just if you believe in what we believe than you don’t haft to worry about anything you do, because you are automatically taken care of. Just as long as we can tell you that your bad and you give us money so we can keep telling you your bad and you will be fine just as long you do what our belief say to do. I think you half to take responsibility for your own actions otherwise they will come back to you tenfold if not in this life but the next.
I believe a person’s belief is their own and my belief is mine. I believe everyone has a choice, though the gift of free will, to try and understand what is true to them. You shouldn’t be always thinking where you will end up, instead it is the journey on how you got there that matters most and by staying positive in your journey for a higher truth, the end result will be good for you. The goal is the journey. If you just went to the end where would you go then?
I now look and see how many things in this world have similarities to them dealing with growth, not just physically but spiritually as well. It makes more since to me now that I can pick out on these things and it can for you to only if you choose to start looking. Like for instance, a plant starts from a seed and grows up into a beautiful creation. Another is in people. Whatever people may be doing in their life they tend to strive to be better than that other person or just having a passion to learn more and to get better by growing in their field of whatever they may be doing. The same is in your journey for truth if you so choose it. This will start raising your consciousness level and awareness to a higher one. This will progress your spiritual evolution towards expanding your knowledge of who you really are and who created you. Doing this will make you grow to become more like the creator and what his purpose was in creating. Knowledge is power!
If you may for example believe that the sky is purple than that is your personal belief in your current understanding of reality, and that is fine, and I am to uphold your current truth and except your understanding of it to be true to you because I would expect the same from you. Even though I look up into the sky and see blue that’s my view of my reality. Reality is a belief. So the key here is to respect a people’s view point. But there are exceptions to a person’s view. There are universal laws that need to be upheld. One of them is to love your neighbor and your enemy as yourself and not to hurt or kill anyone. We are divine beings because the maker has created us in his image and your material form which is energy is your temple. You should treat your temple with love and respect and the same for others as well. A deeper truth and understanding of this is when you are not at peace with yourself or someone else, it tends to cause dis-ease in you. When you feel sad or angry you become these things and it starts hurting you physically and spiritually. You could go a step higher in that truth by saying for example on how you should listen to your feelings and learn to understand them - let’s say if you walk into a room with a fight going on and there are people hollering back and forth. What are you felling in that moment? Well it would probably make you feel bad inside, like something is weighing you down or you feel like the energy is being pulled right out of you. You need to learn to know how these feelings work, and in knowing, you can begin to catch them and change their outcome to a positive one. This will begin to change your life experience and that will make you feel like you are being lifted up and pull of energy and life. This helps to heal the body, mind and spirit. If you can learn to change bad feelings to positive ones you will start seeing a difference and you may notice that you will start attracting more of that positive energy to you. In order to not hurt your temple you must first learn to love and except yourself as a divine being of infinite possibilities.
So what is reality? I think that we create our own reality, through the thoughts and the mass thoughts of this world. If you where to break everything down, it would be turned into energy and energy is the material for creating. If you think you can’t do anything or go anywhere than that is where you will go nowhere. You can look at a table and see it as a solid object and believe it as truly solid, but that is only your current understanding of what is real to you in what you believe. But if you have the will to look closer, it is actually moving energy and massive amounts of space. So with that said your thoughts are energy as well and by using those thoughts you can begin to create what happens in your life. But don’t worry if you are feeling down or thinking bad thoughts, as long as you can recognize them and try to change them, not letting them build inside of you; a positive thought is ten times greater than a negative one. The last thing that I would like to add is this: the key to it all is knowledge and love. And I freely offer my knowledge not to force it on anyone.

exploring 2012

ok.. I think instead of me going through my journey in order, I’m just going to wing it and write about whatever comes to mind first and try to explain what I have learned so far in my research. So let’s see… how about 2012. I have gathered some more info on that matter and here’s my opinion on it so far. Like was said before in this blog, 2012 to me when I was just brushing the surface of the matter was thought to believe that the Mayans where predicting the end of the world as we know it. With that said, with what info I’ve found now is I think they were only half right. I think there may have been some miss translation in the interpretation of what the Mayan people believed or maybe even some of the information that was being given to the Mayas at the time they were studying that matter where not able to totally capshure the true meaning of It, and the info may have been to high of an understanding for them to contemplate. Just like how the Egyptians back in the day worshiped the sun god RA which was not the god but was a higher intelligent being that came to earth to try and share his knowledge and love for all. But the Egyptians latter didn’t understand him completely, locking him into this god figure because they had to spend too much time trying to understand his knowledge. But anyway I have come to the conclusion that it wasn’t going to be the end but a new beginning into the golden age of knowledge. Yes there may be an end to the way we see this planet in this third density but it still will not be the end. The earth will make a duplicate of its self separating to a higher vibrational energy and going to the golden age which is the forth density. Anyone that is in this higher vibration will be taken with to the higher vibrational earth further progressing in earth and people’s spiritual evolution. And that’s the just of what iv found so far.

Stumbleing on....

Now remind you that things just didnt happen all at ounce with my jorney after i started to see 11 more and more this went on for for some time and it still goes on now with seeing 11, but i just have a differant and better understanding about it. The next thing that happened and this was a few mouths ahead was when i was at one of my friends house and he was like, hey, have you ever seen Zeitgeist - The Movie? No, i replied, What?, Really?,he said with a surpriseing look on his face. Apperantly i was out of the loop in many ways with what was suposeily going on so we whatched it. I was very surprised at that time indeed with what i found and this really got the gears turning about alot of things... like religon and some of the views on it, a differant look on what might of happened on 9\11, and the elite rockafeller group that was supposily running the show behind the iron curtains. I thought about this for quitte some time after and i just let it be because it was alot to handle at this time in my life, but as a little more time went on i showed it to one of my other friends and that friend showed it to one of his friends and than i just happened to become his friend and this is where ill started again. After he watched it and i rewatched it with him the gears started turning again.. and more of what was said just started taking more of a hold on me and my friend really didnt know how to handle it at first ether, maybe even a bit less than me. So we started reaserching it. And this lead us and many different ways, but for now well just stay on this movie path. We started looking into the first part which now as I look back on was a smaller truth than I know now with this just having bits of truth in it but still I think is a good starting zone for people that are on there own jorney for truth. The other two parts where just shocking and we just started feeling and getting more down on our selfs cuz we just felt like there was nothing we could do to stop it, if this is what is really going on in this world. A negitive aspect started to seep in and this started leading us to more things like 2012 which ill be talking about later in this blog, but I think back on this now and realize the the negitve aspect of what we where finding is nesesary as long as you dont let it get the best of us and to try and stay positve because without the negitive there can be no positve. You need the two to work together. So we didnt let this finding take us down like a sinking ship getting ready to jump over borad on, we started to say there has to be a better way and another side, a positve one.

Personal Reflection

Let's start from the beginning shall we...
When I was born... just kidding, not that far back. But about four years ago, I started seeing a number over and over again. This number was 11. You may ask yourself, well you're bound to see this number from time to time, because it is part of the number system, and it is in a lot of things, and at first, I too, was just thinking, “Oh, it's just a number,” but for some reason I would consciously see 11 more and more, and for some reason, it would just stand out from the rest. So I began to tell myself, “Oh it's just a coincidence, that I would just happen to look up at the clock, and lo and behold – it's 11:11 or 9:11.” As time went on, I began to see it more and more steadily. And not just in the time, but in other things as well. For instance, a friend was reading something on the computer and I just happened to look down and see what he was reading and there it was. Or, I was watching a football game and the player that was running the play – his jersey was 11, and when I was about to leave to go somewhere, and I was cutting it close, I would see what time it was, and oh look – 8:11 or 10:11. And this is just to name a few instances where I would see 11. So I decided to look it up online; what I found was pretty interesting indeed. And I already knew, with just about anything you look up online, there's a ton of different answers to your questions, all of which with different points of view. But what I was finding out about 11 that stood out the most to me, was that seeing this number a lot meant that something was about to happen. It was like a wake up call, in a way. And here was the zinger moment: as I was researching this, I got excited and called my roommate in to tell what I had found, and Halfway through explaining this, she looked up with a blank stare on her face, and she said, “No way – look!” The clock was at 11:11.
I was like “No way! Did that just happen?”
So I reached for my cell to see what time it was, but it was an hour earlier. Pretty weird, huh? Yeah. I know. After talking for a while about this, and other things, I reached for my phone again to see I had a text, only to see that the time again, was 11:11. I don't think I need to tell you what I was feeling when that happened. Do I?
So this is just the very start of my four year journey, up until now, of the things I have discovered and thought about. It's been a very interesting journey indeed. I will be continuing more of what I've come across in later posts. If anyone comes across this blog, and wants to comment or has any questions, feel free to let me know.

Peace and love to you all.

My Postal Post

I would just like to say in the beginning of this blog, before anything else is said, that this is of my personal experience that I have come across, and absorbed in my journey for truth, and as I go on my way, expanding and growing in the search, I will start to get a bigger picture of understand and purpose at least in my own way or path in processing bits of truth in the things I research. For I've come to understand that there's no absolute truth, only higher understanding of the truth, whatever truth may be found in your current understanding.